Things I believe in..

I believe in Intuition. That little whisper that lets you know if your headed in the right or wrong direction. That voice that sometimes gets drowned out by the chaos of everyday life. When we heed that intuition not only do we feel confident in ourselves and the path we are taking but great things tend to follow. No one ever got anywhere great by ignoring their intuition. 

I believe in magic and energy. Many magical things have happened to me in my life so many in fact that I cannot deny the forces of magic. The universe has provided for me out of thin air, heard my desires and answered with more than Ive asked for to start with. I have watched life come into this world and I have experienced death and in my eyes it is all magic and energy. I find that with concentration and will power I can manifest almost anything into existence which is also pretty damn magical. 

I believe that People are People. Regardless of their make, model, mistakes and choices everyone has a soul that is eternal and part of the one love. Just because someone takes a different path to the same destination does not mean he is better or worse than another. It means that he is having a different experience. At some point in space and time we have been and will be everything there is to be because the point of life is experience and you do not learn the experience of earth from one perspective, you learn it from many. 

I believe in Reincarnation. I know I have lived before and I know I will live again. My brain can not accept the idea that we live one life and we are done. We live in an infinite universe of possibilities how could we possibly learn anything in just one go?!  It just doesn't make sense to me. Energy cannot be created or destroyed it can only be changed in to different forms. Why would we be any different?

I believe in Karma. I believe that actions do have consequences (good and bad) that can bridge across life times or keep you trapped in patterns until you wake up and realize whats going on. For every action there is an opposite and equal reaction. Karma and manifestation work on the same principals of what you give is what you get. I like to think of it as unbiased cosmic scale that must be balanced. 

I believe in Love. I believe that love can heal, liberate and change everything. When we can approach situations out of love instead of fear or hate there is hope. Hope that we can come together to heal our true mother, Earth. 

Heal yourself and each other. 

XOXO Chelsea 

Past Life Regression

I frequent a lot of sprit fairs. For those of you who have never been, a sprit fair is an event where psychics of all kinds gather and to offer readings. There are crystals and oils, incense and karma flags. Its an all around good time. A few years ago I did a past life regression session and walked through a total of three past lives. Here is an account of the first one.

I saw myself as a Native American man. I was tall and handsome with muscles beyond anything I can imagine in my current form. I was crouching in the woods with my little brother stalking a deer when a flood of memories started to come to me. It was like a movie I knew inside and out because I lived it. I knew my mother and father were the head of our tribe, they were so busy taking care of everyone else that I was left to raise my little brother in our ways. I had black bands of tattoos around my arms and black hair braided to my waist. I was built for my environment but my true strength was my mind. I loved to learn and teach. I remember feeling very confined and restricted by the vocabulary of my people. I wanted to express ideas that we didn’t have words for like...epiphany. I eventually left my tribe to study with some anglo-saxon people that came to trade with us. I learned their language and adapted fairly well to their people but I never forgot my native ways. I fell in love with a woman I only knew for a short time because she died giving birth to our beautiful daughter. Her name was Anna Elisa and she was beautiful and kind. She had blues eyes that she passed to our daughter Elsie, my little buffalo.

Now the interesting thing about this past life experience is that when i looked at my daughter Elsie I knew that she was the incarnation of my current husband Mark Smith. It was a surreal experience to interact with his soul on a completely different vibration of love. I never remarried or took another woman after Anna died and  my daughter and I were very close. The turning point in this life time was when Elsie came home at the age of 17 to tell me she had been raped by a wealthy lord I worked for. I remember my vision going red and becoming so angry I shook like a volcano before it erupts. I ran through the streets and called out my native war cry as I searched for the man who had violated my daughter. When I found him I broke his skull and left him bloody in the street. I knew at that moment that I would be forever seen as a savage. Probably imprisoned and killed but it didn’t matter. My love for my daughter was overwhelming and I was her protector. I died with my head against the wall of a crude prison, but my daughter brought me books every visit and I died at peace with what I had done.

Dying was a very interesting sensation. They do a decent job depicting it in movies, I basically felt my life essence lifting up in an almost orgasmic sensation I raised high above my prison cell, high above our town, country and planet, then suddenly dropped into my next life time. 

My next incarnation I was born a woman with the smarts and gumption of a man, in a culture that didn't take kindly to  following your heart... Sometimes you need to do things or live a certain way that may conflict with other people but it's the only way to stay on your true path. There are people you are forever entwined with that show you so many different sides of love that are worth sacrificing for. This is not the only life that I have shared with my husband, soul mate doesn't even begin to cover it. 

 The other two incarnations I experienced during this past life regression reading will be coming soon so stay tuned! 

XOXO Chelsea

Little Buffalo by Chelsea Smith